so much wanted to.
just wanna watch you play.
and be there supporting you de.
JIAYOU ba.

last time de you.wil asked me pei u everywhr u go de.
but i noe...ni dou shi wei le wo hao.


sometime i jus needed a break.

bring 4 kids out for lunch @ mac.
then them proceed to arcade and me to NTUC to top up needed stuffs at hm.
in NTUC, alot things that i wanna buy but yet find it too ex so din buy. =(

came home trying to pack 1 of the kitchen cabinet.
then proceed to bath.

while bathing, sudden tot that there are actually too many things that i can do rather then being emo.
for instance.
pack my room.
do housework.
play games.
exercise.
bring siblings out.
teach them hw.
etc etc.

of cos sometime i may feel pissed or angry doing things like this.
but im sure that after seeing the result.
i wil smiles.
and it give me a sense of achievement

spent really really alot recently.
or can say all the times.
but no choice lar.

cos i need to help to support the family.
lols.



i just wan a happy and close family.
simple happiness is all i wan.

i enjoyed my 22nd Birthday!!

Thanks to everyone!
esp my Precious jie. =)

i love ya.



i think i shld be clear of my priority now and work hard towards it.
Cheers.


PS: I want my 22nd photos! lols dun even have 1 with me. =/

stay at home also so boring.
sighs


like is getting more n more meaninless.
life getting more and more boring.
need a change to it.
i wan a more enjoyable life.

enjoy while we still can.
before i cant even stay out at nite.
sighs.

haha bring broke like so poor thing.
haha cos it make me dun feel like going anywhere but just play ball only.
haha.

feel like clubbing so much.
haha cos i wanna dance it all out and forget all worries.
i wanna enjoy.
haha but end uo din go also.


haha so fast and it sunday agn.
lol.
tml will be another wk agn lor.
so fast.
haha.

and it means synergy it getting nearer.
haha
im looking forwards though.
hope it will be a success.


i enjoyed myself last 2 days though it's jus pure slacking.
becos u r by my side. =)


i guess someone is gonna break her promise for my bdae.

i enjoyed the bball sessions yest. =)
although most of the time were just playing with own ppls.
whahaha.
sweat so much.run so much.
shiok!!

i wanna have more of this sessions =)


sorry to make u sad again.
and so sad.
i need to wait another 5 days =(
i miss you.
jiayou =)

其实他做的坏事我们都懂
没有什么不同
眼光闪烁 暧昧流动
闭上眼当作听说
其实别人的招数我们都懂
没有什么不同
故作软弱 撒娇害羞
只是有一点别扭
傻瓜也许单纯地懂
爱得没那么做作
爱上了我不保留

傻瓜 我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却又再一次受伤
傻瓜 我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句傻瓜

you jus dunno how much i have been missing u everyday.
you just dunno how i feel.
dun wanna msg u becos i dun wanna get myself more hurt.
but i guess with or without getting my msges.
you dun give a damn at all.

the moment i read ur blog that day.
to find out that u still like her.
to find out that u r still so craz over her.
my heart jus feel so ache.

i guess.
thru all the time.
u r realli treating me like a fool
dun tell me that u wanna cherish everyone ard u.
becos i dun think so.

now i dun even noe u will get to see all this.
becos i dunno if u even bother to read my blog.
all along you said that im nt patience enough.
im nt putting in efforts.

then can u tell me wad u mean by "patience enough" and "putting in efforts"?
i shld leave long ago.
but i dunno whenever i see ur pic.
i read ur blog.
i jus feel like holding u.

just wanna tell u if you get to read this.
study hard for ur exams.
take gd care of urself.
rem to take ur 3 meals.
and dun smoke so much.

and i guess.
i will get a empty promise again.
or will u say.
in the 1st place.
u din even promise me.

Im feeling fats.
Because I hasn’t been working out since last sat?
Sighs.

Actually workout day has decrease to like only 1 – 2 days only.
Due to fasting mth and that time clashes for bball session.

Now even 1 day also dun have sia.
Today suppose to go gym with colleague but yet end up cancel.
Lolls as usual. Expected it.

Then tml no gym cos they cant make it so im staying back for table tennis.
Sighs.
I wanna exercise more.
I wanna go gym more.
I wanna play bball more.

Cos I nv exercise.
I will feel emo. =((

Looking forwards to Friday so that I can see my precious jie.
The one that will treasures me so much.


To the other, I really don’t think you worth my care and concern.
Cos u r treating me like a fool.